It’s weird to have Shez and Z infront of you and have just dr. there. I mean if more people were there then I guess I’d feel less weird. It was weird when we walked into the restaurant coz people thought we were double dating. Silly judgemental people!
Aaanyway! I’m bored and i want to get out! People have just scattered. I can only get one person out with me at a time and it’s strange. I mean i want to be out with ‘friends’ not have bonding sessions with one person at a time, It’s not dating!!

I hate feeling so confused!!!!
one moment i feel one way and then i….aaaaahh!!! him being here is driving me insane!! what’s wrong with me!? i wish i could just take away all feeling. life would be so much simpler.